初次

应该说有史以来第一次

就算我对身边的人说他们也不会相信

我竟然对自己的课业完完全全失去信心

完完全全的

我自己竟然有些堂皇

真的不知道应该怎么办

万般的担心涌上心头

自己最清楚也明白

如果现在不加把劲赶上

以后的可会上的更加艰难

是不是

努力不够了？

真是一团

无奈

太久没写了

感觉有点生疏

最近的我真的不太像我自己

很多事情需要顾虑

读书的心情真的受影响

陈慧慈

你要努力啊！

火去了哪里？

快点啊！去找回来

不理了

不理了

不理了

不理了

不理了

不理了

不理了不理了

快点逼自己吧！

*smile*

无奈

太久没写了

感觉有点生疏

最近的我真的不太像我自己

很多事情需要顾虑

读书的心情真的受影响

陈慧慈

你要努力啊！

火去了哪里？

快点啊！去找回来

不理了

不理了

不理了

不理了

不理了

不理了

不理了不理了

快点逼自己吧！

*smile*

Realise

I realised after I talked with one of my best friend I can get yesterday

that something is really missing from me

the determination of being there at my own ultimate goal is not strong enough

The motivation force pushing me behind is not strong enough as well

Although I have the motivation there to really strive for excellence but it still not there yet

I am actually curious about what is the force that pushes me before that gone down

The fire that is still there but not as hot and wild as like time

I know that when people grow older, mature

they saw different perspective or view at different life point.

I had mine. Truthfully saying it was utterly painful but useful

I agree with the phrase we found yesterday

"Everyone has to be stupid first in order to become smart later"

Whenever we flash back to the past, I will really think: oh my, how can i be that stupid?

That is perfectly fine for me

Yes, I do agree that I am stupid and not as smart as a lot of human out there.

I can try

I have the passion

I have the determination

I have the motivation

I have the urge

I have the knowledge

I have the skills

I have the experience

I have the idea

I have the goal

I have what I need

I should really make it perfect

I should master what I learn

Be myself

If it is not okay with the others

then let it be

It is my life that matters now

Think about myself 1st now

Do now see how people view me

but do only see how I view myself

The advise I get is

"Pamper yourself when you need it!"

Thanks for the long chat

Thanks for letting me know how are you

Thanks for leading me back to myself

Thanks for wipe tears off my face

Thanks for caring about me

Thanks for all the advise

I should never forget about it

Thanks for everything

I shall stand strong and up for myself

*smile*

感觉

最近常常有想恋爱的感觉

只因为身边的每一位都非常的甜蜜与幸福

开始羡慕了

哈哈

傻傻的我

真的好苯噢

哈哈

只能以微笑来说服自己

不要胡思乱想

是你的就会是你的

不是你的再怎么样都不会是你的

是你的终究会出现

不要想那么多

现在工作比较重要吧

把自己缺的那一块补回了在想其他的东西吧

加油噢.......

*smile*

I know

I know the blog is superb dead due to the owner is just to busy with her working life and really have no time to update this dying land....

What to do
I am not rich as most of them so that's why I am so hard to earn my own money.

Thanks to him
I am here, learning new things
enjoying new environment, new treatment
experiencing working life, meeting new friends

Everything seems to be great at the moment
although doing jobs that I do not plan to do but I do really learn a lot

The process is always the most important.
sometimes the end result is also important but
what makes you learn
what makes you grow
what makes you become mature
what brings you up
what you get

those are kind of important as well


Cheers
I will continue and not to let go so easily

*smile*

感性

突然之间自己变得非常感性

也不知道为什么

可能很多的事情没有办法对别人随便说出口

也有一些不敢说出口的

全部都压在心里

还有又有遇上不顺心的事情

所以也可能因为这样变得非常敏感吧！

陈慧慈

不要再垂头丧气了

抬起头来

坦坦荡荡的面对迎面而来的挑战

就算身边不像以前一样有人陪你承担

可是你自己一定可以！

望向前方

加油啊！

把微笑在挂上嘴边把！

*smile*