Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Misunderstand

How can....
but never mind
i do not care
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa

sound so so so so evil but nvm
thats me

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Dust

Haha
this is the ever first time that
i let my blog be so dusty for such a long time
i really have no time to update
but now i think everything changed to be a better way
so i have some time now
to relax and blog

Exam

It is totally over
and yeah
prepare to FAIL!!!!!!!!!!

haha
so sad
after exam did not went for happy hour
actually we should lah
so bad
i have to work
LOL

but i am so so so so so happy loh
i have that feeling again
the feeling of happiness with friends
haha
we did something simple
but actually
is very fun
din actually used a lot of money
but found that fun again!!!!

thanks to all of them
very warm....

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Exam

It has just started
and
i really think i screwed up
the first paper
my micro

oh god
but nvm
at least i get something back
hehe^^
LOL
sound so evil here

nowadays
i am really in a good mood here
everything has come to the end now
nothing to worry about more

received sin yi's msg
almost cried
LOL
how can she knows
haha
nvm
thx to her also
for the moral support
hehe^^

Monday, October 19, 2009

笑了

看见他们的部落格中的
一切不见了
我笑了

原来一切到了尽头
我笑了

原来这是那么一个感觉
我笑了

看见一切都不在了
我却真正的笑了

所有的一切终于结束了
我笑了

我还是那个原来的我
我笑了

我早回了自己
没有了他们
我笑了

Saturday, October 17, 2009

again

很不争气
眼泪又再次流下
在一个不该流的地方

发生了一些事
让我又再次让我回想我做这个决定的心情
又再次明白做下决定的当儿的心情是不会有人明白的

看清了

Monday, October 12, 2009

Ending

Where is the ending??
Why is there no ending??
What is the ending

WHY WOULDN'T EVERYTHING END!!!
I WANT TO END IT SO DESPERATELY!
People,
things had happened and everything had gone
way past us
good memories for you but bad memories for me
never thinking of getting back again
so that
history does not repeat itself again
You are just YOU
and
I am just ME!!!!!
we will really never get back again
never ever will
i hate to say this but
i am really glad that all of you bring me this
unforgettble experience
and made me stronger to withstand
all the obstacle
that i am going to face in the future
thanks very much

Friday, October 9, 2009

Different

View things differently now
total change
after today's
tears and laughter
understand more
that i did not understand in the past
i am now very grateful
as i am actually a great person
than many others

Monday, October 5, 2009

Feel

Feel like crying now
lots and lots of things
need to be cover
and i hope that
i really can handle it by myself

Sunday, October 4, 2009

EMO

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO


EMO!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

眼前的风景
不停的再转换
心情原以为是平平的
可是看着看着
泪就不断的流

看着眼前的事物
心中有着那么多的感触
可能是一件微不足道的东西
可是那股感觉得来袭
是非常强烈的

疲惫的身躯
疲惫的心灵
看起来小小的东西
却能让我感到温暖

海的平面
看似平静
可是
难道每次暴风雨的前夕
都是有着可怕的平静吗?

是因为压力的关系吗?
好想有个可以休息的时间
好想有个可以寻开心的地方

人生
就是这样
所有的一切
再辛苦
可咬咬牙继续下去
再苦也不可以吭一声

只要记得
再苦也要忍
很快就会过去的


Friday, October 2, 2009

Crazy

I am so tired....
I need sleep now very much
My body and mind crave for rest now
I can even sleep wherever i can at the moment
I am so scared that i will break my spine 1 day
i keep sleeping in the bus
and the bus is not quite stable
shaking from left to right
right to left
front to back
and back to front
i scared suddenly change the direction
and my spine can afford the sudden pressure
it will break
LOL
so so so scary leh