Shut Up

OK

never ever talk me into this anymore

I know he is a nice guy

I know he is the type of guy that is quite hard to find now

but please

we are just working partners

i really have no feeling toward him

so we are just working partner and colleagues

that's all

never mention about friends

URGH~~~

i work with him for i am do not sure how many years

and since i was very young

so please

i really won't like to be more than just colleagues with him

i am not is cup of tea

and

he is definitely not my cup of coffee

24/2/2010

a quite meaningful day

wake up in the morning and due to i have nothing to do

i surfed the Internet

and went to the gsc website

have an account previously so login for fun

reserve a ticket for fun as well

reserve a ticket just for the sake of reserving

but i went for that movie

not that not nice

but its is ok for me

trying to watch movie alone

choose a better movie to watch i guess

Free

I feel that freedom somehow here

for a while is more than enough i guess

after all the exam

and the relieving stress class

after all the screaming, dancing and punching

well laughing and smiling as well

the mood is enlighten again

more relax and calm

thank to everyone hehe^^

Disturb

I am feeling so disturb now

by my own feeling

what am i really doing here

tomorrow is exam

but i really need here

really need to write something here

i really do not know how to face them

i feel like running away again

but i do not know where to run to

do not care

i will believe in myself

i will believe in my own choice and action

shall be prepare for everything

do not envy people for everything

i shall work for everything

that i want and i need

Exam week

i am totally not really in the mood of having exam

time really flies very fast

i finished my first paper and tomorrow is going to be the second

wed will be the last paper

unbelievable i am still here

typing and updating my blog

but not studying macro

URGH~~

macro

the subject that i worry a lot

a lot is a lot

no confident about that even

but nevermind

i will try the best and do the best

miss the time that i can really spend with all my secondary school friend

will soon post the pics up lah~~

now quite busy as well

Someone Special

Someone that is special

someone that is important

He is my everything

he is my oxygen, my air, my soul and my life

music is his life, members is his life, fans is also is life

they bring me happiness

they bring away my sorrows

they bring away my tears

they bring different kind of music to my life

they bring something into me

they bring the spirit into me

they bring something good to me

i actually grow with them

i actually grow with him - the youngest

i saw his hardwork

i always think of his strength as motivation to move on in life

i am always proud of what he had done for his age

i will always be by his side as a normal fan to support him

i think all the cassiopeia and TVXQ's lover will keep the faith

and wait till the only 5 to stand on stage together again

saranghae oppa, take care

have a really happy birthday this year

we will always love you guyz

and keep the faith

Shoooo

Get off my head

u stupid idiot

stop bothering me

let me have some peace

URGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i want peace in my head and heart

go away from me

u......

shut up

let me do my own thing

let me finished up my stuffs that are more important

Great

Totally

do not need a long time

do not need a fancy place

just need a small and warm chit chat will be enough for me

Different

It really seems different

to me at all

i do not know how to say it and why

but it is just different

Fxxx

What the hell

I really hate myself for this

I overlook everything again

Have you really lost youself?

have you really become someone who just receive order and do not know how to think

I really overlook you

Too bad now

I know something

I saw something

and thanks for that

too bad if i do not know

and will be the next victim as well

Perspective

I know why did you do that to her

I know why did she act like that and what is she feeling

Please...

you as a guy

do not always think at you side only okay?

communication is both way

it does not only depend on one single party

please do take my advice and my words into your consideration

do not think that i am younger than me

and you have more experience than me

so i do not have the chance to even pin point out what is the problem to you

running away does not really seems like you

i hate that when you think that

what you went through is worse than what others went through

i do not went through what you went through

but certainly you did not went through

what i went through as well

true in the sense that

i am younger

but

how long did we work together

did you really realise that i am more mature than my age

wake up man

look around you

there are always people beside

do not think that

what you did is always the right thing to do

please take care of other people's feeling as well

i do know that you want to be a perfectionist in everything

but don't you think it is too tired to force yourself into something that is not yours

i do not say that become a perfectionist is something bad

but sometimes please jump to other side of your own perspective and look at it carefully

life is not only in one single colour

and people is not only in one single kind

lastly please use different method to treat different people