27/8/2008

Raining

I hate it

Feel like going to be sick
this morning

Today

Rain like hell

Even when i juz walk out of
kl 2
i was almost quarter wet ad

when i walk about 3-4 steps
i am totally wet
although
there is umbrella
but none of me
is dry
all wet
soaked

hate it
go into the bus

cold
shivering
bad

what a bad day

26/8/2008

Blurr
Blurr
Blurr

Totally

how can all of this happen?

i can mix all the bone together
help them to change name

OMG
totally
unbelievable

25/8/2008

Today
was so scared
i am going to be late

How the hell
i was just hoping that
they had not arrived yet
if not
all of them waiting for me
also very pai se

at last reached there also
ei
they all took the same train with me leh
go out together
discussing
something that is very important
walk out of the lrt
totally
ignore him

then suddenly
he was there standing lah
wearing orange suit
and waiting for us
then only we realise him
walk over there
apologise to him
saying that we were so sorry to be late
and he is there also waiting for so long ad

then we were in his car
still continue discussing our topic that is hanging half way
totally ignore his presence
then u noe lah
he is so 1234567
wan
cant tahan
then ask us
only i realise
that he was there juz beside me

into his house
still cannot
stabilise out emotion
then he ask us
whether we are tired or not bcz
all of look very rush
and so duper tired

he is so hyperactive man
cant stop to ask us whether wan to eat
whether wan to drink
let us rest only we start our lesson of the day

start lessonbut in the middle
still got some chit chatting here and there

so stressed man
he really give me stress
u noe i am already tension
then give me stress some more

tension + stress = ??tension stress??

he really has high expectation for us
really
he really thinks that we are his best student

OMG
totally going to freak out
its more tensed up than in the examination hall

he is juz beside
and staring at three of us
doing the question

question us until
li am going to have a heart attack

finally
finished
and
he is still him
laugh with us
smile at us
looked at us
locked his eyes with me

22/8/2008 (Part 5)

I feel
like
its seems
so likely
i am juz waking up
from my bed
after the dream

so unreal

so unbelievable

so hurting

so sad

so frustrated

so uncomfortable

so helpless

so stupid

so crazy

so shameful

so...

i juz do not how to
react
that
everyone knows

except me

i know that
i should and must
be happy
and
feel graceful to them

but

thats not exactly
how i feel right now

trust
is important
i know its suppose
to be a surprise

u juz let me
alone in the haze
for so long
using my trust
for all of u all

but

so silly huh?

what the fuck
that
i am thinking

22/8/2008 (Part 4)

Its a dream
rite?

can someone tell me
Hui Chi,
wake up
its juz
another dream
of yours....

please
i beg you

Do you know why
Do you wat does this significant?

It does means that
Time is limited

I hate this feelings
I hate that
i cant
flew this damn feeling away

it juz bother
all this time

cant the time juz stop at
that bloody moment

cant the time juz walk slower
than ever?

cant time juz understand
my feeling

cant time juz freeze
so that i could enjoy
the moment more

cant time?

22/8/2008 (Part 3)

Its time to give out awards

Best actress of the year : Chan Yen Yee
Best shooter of the year : Audrey Leow Hee Mun
Best companions of the year : Wong Yi Theng
Best minor character : Dad, and natural phenomenon
Best effect on me : Natural phenomenon
Best smile : Audrey Leow Hee Mun
Best dress : Wong Yi Theng
Best person kena shoot : Chan Yen Yee
Best planner of the year : Wong Yi Theng, Chan Yen Yee
Best environment : Old Town Cafe
Best conversation : Chang Pui Yan
Best wishing : Kong Choong Lee
Best weather : Rainy day
Best phrase : yi lu shun feng
Best writing : Dad, natural phenomenon
Best script writer : Wong Yi Theng, Chan Yen Yee, Audrey Leow
Best facial expressions : Me
Best cake : King's confectionary
Best spontaneous : Douglas
Best award : ........

Congratulations!!!

22/8/2008 (Part 2)

Yeah
Everything
is
totally surprising

Until now
I was still in shocked stage

still cant accept the fact
that
everything had happened

Cried
emotionally
do not know
what had just happened

do not know how to react
tears
it is the sound
of my deep heart

the sound and voice that
i never know how to
express it out

everything that
happen today seems
to make me cry
my heart out loud

a call from him
from a far place
juz to wish me
happy birthday
was juz enough to
let my tears
drop again

he was
the 1
which knows me
better
who
can make me laugh
my heart out

turn my world
all around

his voice for me is
unable
to believe
that he really
did called me up
and juz to wish me
happy birthday

22/8/2008

Today was totally unexpected
a lot that was unexpected
raining is unexpected
crying is unexpected
sweating is unexpected
all of this is totally out of expectation


Ya lunch
at klcc
something
that fill my stomach after
shopping 4 my birthday present


quite different from mcd.



Yeah
So surprised

Yeah
Totally
A surprise
but
its a
big surprise 4 me





Another surprise gift
Books below are my birthday present :














The birthday celebration :
Cakes
Frens

Present

Behind me

was

my present

The look of the cake

The waitress

Hair Cut

I did go and get a new hair cut
at Snips

my favourite salon

when i say i wanted to cut it short
the hairstylist
ask
"Y u wan to cut ur hair short?
U putus cinta ah?"

then

i went to tuition
when my frens saw me cut my hair

"Hui Chi, y u cut ur hair?
putus cinta ah?"

cut hair is not equals to putus cinta

oh please

cut hair only wat

it doesn't carry any meaning

its just that

i wan to change hairstyle

thats all.

others pls shut up!

Anxious

Actually
i am really
waiting
for that day to come

feel scary too
so scary

i do not know
what will happen
on that day

and i hope
everything is good

smoothly

i hope so

really

God
i begged you
hope that
you will bless me
on that day
you know which day rite?

20/8/2008

Today i think
it was quite
a special day

today is
20082008

You know what
today is 20.08.2008

See what i means

Come on
make a wish then

hope that
the wish will come true

come on

now close ur eyes
say it out loud

hope that it will
come true

it will

trust me

18/8/2008

Anxious

Anxious

Totally super anxious
waiting for that day
waiting slowly

hoping that day
will come
juz
like
the dream

i hope so

but it seems impossible
but
i feel that we must have
hope

juz waiting......

13/8/2008

Tears
drop
drip
drop
drip
drop
drip

non-stop
unstoppable
uncontrollable

Deo Volante

kill me God

tears drip
with no reason

nowadays
tears
will be my partner

Love

when love is here
you would not know

when love is gone
you would be there
hugging yourself
blaming yourself
crying to yourself

but time
is not going to
rewind for you
but
you have to start to learn
how to move on

sometimes
do hope that
someone is there

waiting for you
smiling at you
ready to hug you
ready to kiss you
ready to comfort you
ready to make you laugh
ready to scold you
ready to fight with you
ready to listen to you
ready to talk to you
ready to share memories with you
ready to go through tough times together
ready to hold you when you fall
ready to cry with you
ready to miss you
ready to be with you
ready to worries about you
ready to know more about you
ready to learn new things with you
ready to dream about you
ready to care about your health
ready to notice your changes
ready to stand by your side
ready to present you with roses
ready to change your life
ready to do everything together

ready to let you and the whole world know that

he/she loves you

love is blind

love is always blind

now i believe
this sayings

the
sweetness
sourness
bitterness
of love

i can assure you that
you cant forget it
forever and ever

its in your heart
carved it
there

11/8/2008

心中的一切
没有人能了解
一切的一切
难道
真得那么那难吗？
泪已经流干
心在淌血
没有人知道
日子还是一样的要过
好像逃离这里
越走越远
永远也不要回来
离开这里
一个
令我伤心的地方
不想再回来
时间能走得多快就多快

可是
还是有舍不得的东西
一些
我不想离开他们
永远
也不想离开
的人

永远

可是
是不可能的

我始终还是
会离开的

有时离开是件好事
当我离开
的那一刻
就当我从来没有出现吧
没有出现在你们的生活

如果没有我的存在
世界应该会更美好吧

人人都会开心吧
没有人会想我吧

这样也好
我也可以从新开始

新的开始
好的开始

9/8/2008

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