Thursday, December 31, 2009

Something new for the new year 2

Due to some silly and small reasons
I did some changes to my hair~~
AHH~~


the full view...
haiz......





this is the newest hairstyle
my sis say it looks weird on me
but
what to do
it is done like this
and there is no turning back
but it do look weird don't u think so?

Something new for the new year

Wanted something for a long long time ago
and i got it by myself
fly to SONY (make.believe)


to get something that can accompany me when i am awfully boring
when i am awfully wanna to have some noise but no pollution

I named it "THE PINK"

bought some accessories to improve The Pink
haha
whole set
of pinkish things
haha
something feminine that I own now
haha^^
more new things to come for the new year~~

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

The END

It is again almost the end of this wonderful 2009
It seems like i had just finished the post for 2008
but no one can really deny that time flies.

If you ask me to describe this whole year in one single word
The answer will be
Exciting

one single word
would be exciting
to be more accurate
it would be

I had gone through a roller coaster year~~

As people always say
Life is full of obstacles
Life always has its own ups and downs

but for me
this year is really full of ups and downs

there are time where everything are very sad and painful
even the rice will taste bitter as what the heart feels
on the other hand
there are time where everything are in a way that is positive
even the air smells nicer and fresher

I think some of them know that
things do happen sometime
in a way that no one wants it to happen this way
but it had already happen
so why not just
take what is left and move on

A lot of things do happen this year
I think I am now stronger
due to what had happen
the downfall and the building up again
slowly and bit by bit
with the help of other real and true friends
I am here
standing here
firmly and strongly
with my own effort
and the help of others

I am now stronger
now physically
but mentally and spiritually

Not everyone will notice them
but I myself do
know that actually who am I
after all these
I am also thankful for others for the memories and the experiences
sad or happy

It build me up
This is what am I now
The me here
stronger than ever

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Special Dedication to Someone Special

To the one and the only one
who owns a PINKY
who loves her pinky more than her friends (some)


Who loves nail art as I do also
Who owns nail polish as much as I do
Who wanted her nails to be polished as nice as possible


Who takes shopping as an exercise
Who loves to shop like me
Who call herself a shopaholic
Who will become a cat when she can't buy something she loves
Who love buying herself new stuffs (especially clothes)


Who stalks people as much as she can
Who teaches all of us how to stalk (techniques)
for prove: see the picture below

Who will pose like this just to take pictures
Who will do funny funny things just to take a nice picture


Who loves the SALES as much as I do~~~
Who loves the spot of PAVILION as much as I do
Who loves the word SALES


Who loves to sing k with friends as much as I do
Who loves to sing and sing and sing and will not get bored with it


Who loves Jeremy when she first saw him...ahem~~
Who can grab Jeremy ASAP just to take picture


Who was the same school with me
Who was in the same class with me
Who was sitting beside me for the whole year
Who loves to pose with her favourite biscuits mirror


Who loves mirror as me
Who loves to take pictures


Who was with me when it was the toughest day to endure
Who was beside me always when i most needed her


Who would go on outing with me just to talk and sit and talk
Who loves starbucks while talking


Who would come out and just take picture with me
LOL!! do not know what caption to give to this picture

Who would go genting just for memories and does not feel bored about the place
Who would call all of us to take a group picture by our own


Who will have sinus (wondering is the spelling is correct) every morning
Who will be blurr in the early morning


Who will do titanic with me (LOL~)
Who will be hyper when she is really hyper
Who will not neglect me (i guess)


Who will love peace in the pictures

Who dares to do all those crazy poses with me in the public





Who is the one who is always smiling throughout the way
Who will not cry and seldom cry



Who loves cheer competition and we did have a great fun there


Who loves cute things and crazy for it a while


Who loves shades


Who loves to act cute sometimes
Who loves to play with everything she can get on hand


Who really will hug me when it is necessary
Who will really great me with a hug when it felt like we both did not meet after a long time
actually its just 2 weeks time


Who I really adore


Who loves TVXQ's Choikang Changmin as much as I do
Who will be a cassiopeia as long as she could be



Who is improving her picturing skill very well these days


Who brought me a bunch me of new friends and a whole new memory



Who wanted to have scandal with me~~



Who is really lucky with her brand new (not that new anymore) yellow nails



Who i will laugh and cry with



Who brought me the best birthday gift and the time she is accompanying me
even she is sick



Who has almost the same characteristics as I do
Who understand me the most









Who looks like this with me................................




This is definately a special dedication to her
A friend of mine
A bestie of mine
The only and forever soul mate of mine

Today is the big day of yours
The 18th birthday
and i am very sorry that i can't celebrate with you
but i still wanna wish you here

Happy birthday
and
May all your wishes be granted
and
Stay Well
and
Stay Happy
and
Thank You!~



I here officially state that I still owe you a birthday present
will pass it to you when we meet soon
i hope~~

The soul mate who loves you always
Hui Chi

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Tears

When things become complicated
and the feeling of the guilt overtake her and control her
she became useless
and the feeling is becoming stronger and stronger
day after day

with her own here do not know
how to actually express her feeling out
towards the most important person
and the helpless-ness that she is feeling now
everything seems to be so overwhelming

and the day the big day is so so so near that she cant really do anything
but to feel guilty and happy and sad as well

Boredom

Because of boredom to be alone at home
the author here is using "fully" of her time to do something very useless
which she herself also think so

such a waste of tears
such a waste of time
such a waste of energy~~

such stupid one here
writing to herself
and commenting on her own effort to beat the inner self to not shed a drop of tears

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Ipoh, Taiping and Penang Trip

Planned for a long time
Decided to go there
just to throw KL to the back of my mind

10/12/2009
finished my last paper....microeconomics~~
sob sob
nevermind
this is the time to run away from KL
yeah
reach at pasar seni and meet with Theng
and then have lunch with her parents
thanks auntie and uncle for the lunch ^^
went to bus station straight
LOL
we are too early~~
wait there loh
till the bus is there
then we sit in
LOL
such uncomfortable
its still bearable
for two hours plus journey
both of us use the everything minute talking and taking pic
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LOL
I am really lazy to update all the details
as there were so many details that needed to be known
but at this moment i tend to keep it a secret to ourselves
and not enclose everything and let others know about it
except the of us

for more photos
please click
HERE or HERE

Update~~

LOl...this blog is so so so dead now....
nevermind
juz a short summary will do i guess

October:
busy month
studying and working together~~
Phew!!!
tired like hell
but can still survive through it
LOL....din see soul mate Theng for the whole month


November:
Still the same routine
studying and working at the same time
Frustrating with some idiotic problems again
but get to see Theng
everything will be fine
Finals is just around the corner
The stress is pushing up to the top
kind of overdose now~~

December:
Finals
I think i screwed up every paper....
Haiz..need to wait for the results to be out
SALE!!!!
I wanna gone crazy with the SALE now
LOL
wait patiently
the money will come at the right time
went to Ipoh, Taiping and Penang
LOL
wonderful and memorable trip

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

为什么一直有想哭的冲动
我好讨厌这样的自己

心中莫名的感觉
让我真的好讨厌

不要再哭了
不要再哭了!!!
不要
不要
不要

为什么就是不听使唤
为什么?

我讨厌这样的自己

Monday, December 7, 2009

莫名的想哭
让我自己好难过
应该会好地吧~

自己要好好保护自己
因为这是爱自己的表现
要开心
因为这也是爱自己的表现

好想有你的肩膀靠一靠