ending

not every ending is nice and sweet just like the fairy tale

not every ending ends with bloods and sweats

i think the ending is just nice

no bloods

no sweats

no tears

just words

I really need something to fill up my empty mind

and stop it from thinking something that is useless

I think college and classes and work and exercise will soon fill my mind

completely

I must start from the bottom

and push the engine to the correct speed

and accelerate and not braking

I really had enough rest and maintenance

First class honour

is mine

here I come

re-think

normally i wont tell others about this kind of stuff

but i broke my own record in a single day

just cause i say it twice

and their response is the same

give it a go

but i really do not trust myself

that i own the spectacular charm

to impressed the other one

thats what actually holding me back

he is way too good than i am

so

we shall let the faith decide

maybe we are not even interested in each other

but its ok

let everything run the path it should

stay calm and quiet

and wait to watch a nice show

茫然

看著很要好的朋友

突然感覺不一樣了

我還是那個我

非常地在乎別人對我的看法和眼光

開始慢慢的改變

也有些明顯了吧

也應該察覺到了吧！

可能是自己無聊吧！

世界好像也不太一樣了

雖然心中的波動還是一樣的多

可是已經不是狂風大浪了

也平穩了不少

可能人生大道理我還是不懂

可是學習應該是我現在所可以做的吧

insane

i wanna get out from this bloody building lah

i wanna feel the hot sun blazing

URGH~~~~~~~~~~~~

who knows when can we get out

such stupid lah

everything from taiwan trip will be up soon

when i have the time and the mood