These Days...

These days...
i have been thinking a lot
as i don't know
what the hell
am i thinking

I am such stupid to do it again
and to shut my mouth towards them
i guess they will forgive me de
i really hope so
but maybe
they will think
it is only a small matter
but for me
it is not suppose the action to treat
your own beloved

i am really glad to have u
and i am really glad to have u all
but
i juz don't wan u all to
worry and
miss out the fun that day
so
that's why i did it
and until now
i did not say it
still bcz of the same reason

mayb
1 day u all will find out
but at least
for the time now
u all
are better not to know

i guess......