TEars

It has not visit me since
ancient time
i think
i really feel like crying now
without any reasons
just wanted to cry
but i found out that
i am alone here
all alone
the mask is getting heavier
and even heavier
and i cant even take it off
the heart is heavier
and i really do not even know can i afford to
carry that load
just keep on laughing
Cherry
Hui Chi
u r the lady right??
u can do it right??
u can right??
u can right??
u can right??
u can right??
u can right??

How long since the last time that
i really laugh just because i am really happy
i myself dun even know that
everyday seems so fake
and
everyday i make it to be more real
to the others that this is the real me
as i myself knows better than anyone else
that its hard to be the real me again