Cold

I feel so cold...
when he is around...
i hink i have all the decision made
although its like
feeling not that right in the left part of my chest
and feelin hard to breathe lah
but
i think the real decision is in my hand
so i just have to take the 1st step
to make that decision be real
i think i can make it
although mostly they say its hard
but i will do it
and i think that painfully
feeling will go away in sometimes right??
yeah right??
I thought of that also..
so i can do it de
if it is that painful then just laugh as much as possible lah
right??