Days

I know i have the outing post that i have not post about...
but
i am so not in the mood now...
as my head is going to burst
and i really think that sleeping could help
but it does not at all
i wanna knock my head on the wall AGAIN
Ryan, i dun wan ur ice-cream ad lah
i regreted and now i just want to get going
with my life now....
and most probably without him
although i know that this is so a coward act
but
i really dun noe wat to do
so i think
let everything goes by its own will be great
isn't it??
but i really think i m sure going to regret about this
next time when i think back
when i was older.....
so whats the point right??
so...
how??