Feeling

The cloud outside is so dark
it is so dark and it is raining outside
but
the rain cannot even make my heart feel
the wetness of it as my heart is already so wet
and cannot feel any thing at all
looking outside of the window
the scenery is changing
but i feel like something is
blocking my eyesight
so
i think
everything
is better going as this
and
just hug myself tighter
and everything will be over soon
and
i will not be hurt anymore