Happy.....Sad

I really feel so happy at tat moment
i really hope tat it doesn't stop there
and i really now feel so sad
so wtf
such emotional nowadays...
college is something i dun quite wanna face
i know its a must to go
but mayb there is lots and lots of things happen there
and i dun quite really enjoy walking there and
have everything replay again and again everyday
its such a nightmare
and now going college is juz a responsibility
and thats all
so its so hard for me to think
that its time to go college tmr
and yeah
i have to do so
and
relationships have changed
and i am so amazed by all these "natural phenomenon"
so hard to endure
but i will do it
and i really hope that there is nothing more
that going to happen
as i really cant take it anymore
my heart is overload now
feeling harder and harder to breathe
and i understand that everyday is everyday
and
every minute will be itself