Laugh

I wanna laugh
but when i found out that
laugh is kind of hard now
or is it just at the moment
or is it forever

why cant i just wake up
and be the one that was happy
and cheerful before
is it my own problem??
i dun know
part of myself say yeah
part of myself say i dun noe

its such a confusing situation here
probably yeah?
probably no?

not sure
that wat

theng
i wanna to jump back to fri
that we had all the screaming and laughing
and i was totally so happy that day
feel so lighten up
and i think we can do it later
we will
dont we??