Uncertain

I am so unsure
what had happened??
i can juz control my tears
it flows on its own
i juz dun feel good
thats all
and i cant stop crying in front of the screen
and the tears keep flowing and flowing
i know it seems to be so weak
that i cant even control my own tears
i m getting more and more emotional these days
juz dun know y
juz feel like crying
then cry

i also do not wan to do tat
but the feeling of heart keep getting heavier and heavier
i juz cant bear with that
everything is getting tougher and tougher
i cant even breathe properly now

i know tis is not a good situation
but everything i juz have to throw on my shoulder and keep going on
until the stuff is settled

people
i can do it
no
i must do it
yeah
its a must now

althought
do till blood coming out i will still do it