Difficult

I now found out that actually it is still so difficult that i do not know how to manage my own feelings about that. People says time will let everything befine but i really don ot think so. I really though that i will never feel the same pain when talking about it but today i did found out that i still feel the same pain that time. It is exactly the same but something different is that someone tell me somethinng that i never ever thought about it and i will really consider and take the bright side of everything so that i am still me that is bright and warm. I really appreciate someone in this case that really being very supportive and always be by my side and take my mind and thinking into consideration and support whatever my decision is. Although i know that decision will really change a lot in the future time but i think that decision really matters to me. I really do not care where it will take me and finally what will i end up to be. Alone?? i guess thats most of the answer but i still believe that there is always light at the end of the tunnel so i really put some hope into it.. Good luck and i really wanna thanks everyone and everything