Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Past

Past is always the past
and nothing can actually and really turn back

I am been very defensive nowadays
as i know that being hurt once is more than enough

I am quite surpise that my heart told me this

I think u all should support my decision
Don't u?

Maybe all of us will be happy with this ending
so that all of us will go on without having something bothering their mind

I know that we all had a really good memories together
although it is very short
but I am glad at least we still have that to keep
and move on in our life

I dun really think things can change back into the original state
as all of us din think of what will happen
and made the decisions that lead us this way
we really cant blame anyone
as we are still very young
and its right to did something wrong
and take it as a lesson
and do not do it the next time

Thats all i can say
if i really treat u badly
I am so so so sorry
I din mean to do that
its juz the reflect action from the heart

Goodbye people

2 comments:

  1. Friendship doesn't end like this...stop talking bullshit and nonsense...u r still welcomed to come back to us...glady and milo, isn't that they are u buddies? stop thinking about the unhappy stuffs, who would like to hurt u? How do we feel if u r escaping from us? did u think of our feeling? i would say u r kind of selfish....sry to say that...i am just telling my opinion...think about it, not only u will feel sad...we DO...WE CARE "friendship"...WTF..

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  2. Adam, i know is very selfish to do this but i really think something has to end here and someone has to do something.....i dun blame you for saying me selfish and if u really wanna scold me here its ok to do so lah....i dun mind and i can still understand your feeling...its only ur opinion so i think i can still accept it lah.....sometimes different people think differently about friendship lah..thats what i think lah...even u cant confirm and promise that no one will ever hurt me anymore...all of u all do not even know what will hurt me and what will not....i know is kind of irresponsible to escape from all of u but i really feel like doing it and follow my heart is not wrong right? maybe in the past i care about bthe feelings of all of u and din not even care about my own..so i dun even think is not fair to even forget about my own feeling...so let me be selfish the first time and i know u all will feel sad.....but time will pass right? all of u will be fine and yeah...fine as usual.....the unhappy stuff is already past and its over....its not coming back anymore.....i din remember about it ad..If i still remember about it i would not talk to u about all of this ad lah...Take care people

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