Saw

Saw Something today

need to be explain

not to anyone

but to myself

Friendship is something that is very important in my whole life

I can leave anything for all my friends

I can even die for my own friends

I am a person that is very simple in the way that

I just hope that they are happy then I will be happy too

that is the easiest thing ever

I did everything for my own reason

whether is it a bad or a good reason

There will always be a reason behind everything that I did

thats me

Maybe leaving a group of friends seems

unreasonable to some people

but for me

if there is a need to leave

then it will be the best to leave

yeah

i agree that that group of friends did bring me lots of laughters

but does laughters really the same as hapiness??

Really

think about this question carefully

for me

it is a no

laughters does not really means hapiness

In life

the main aim is to find hapiness

but not laughters alone

without hapiness

in small conclusion

i laugh alot with them

doe not mean

i am really having fun and hapiness

with all of them

since there is no hapiness involve

then why should i be forced to laugh

at the right time with the wrong mood

and spoil the whole feeling at all

i am really glad that i leave

and found that there is really friends out there

that wanted me to laugh when i am really happy

and made me appreaciate them more

now

i seldom laugh

because i now know that laughter is actually very precious

and cant waste it for something that are not worth laughing for

but

i am happy in the sense that

i found myself again

the me with all the good spirit that never dies

that old me that came to HELP college at the very beginning

and be really open to everyone

glad about that

and i learned something too

if i did not went through something

i will not learn something important and

cant buy without money

that is

pick and choose your friend wisely

and do not lost yourself for your friends

just be the same old you