Is it that there is no one here for me to believe anymore?
I can’t imagine that people you think is the best became the worst in just a second
I start to hate myself for believing others so easily
Why can’t I just learn from the past and prepare for the future
Why can’t everyone just be nice to everyone and have no expectation towards each other
This actually teaches me not to judge others only on my own point of view
I always like crying when thinking of all these
Is that the tears is for my stupid-ness?
Is that the tears is for my careless-ness?
Is that the whole world is like that
Expectation is a bad thing
People think they know you well but actually not
They hurt, belittle and other bad things that one can think about
How come I never ever learned from all the mistakes that I had made
What a really stupid me
Seeing something more or knowing something more is really bad for health
It is very hard to not be involved when you knew that what is actually happening
Leaving is one of the options available
Am I really a coward to choose to leave again?
What I know is that
Leaving or running away is the choice where you run away even further from the solution
But there is always a choice of leaving in every situation
Who in this world will really fully understand?
Why the people always say that there is always light at the end of the tunnel?
Where is the tunnel going to end?
Where is the light that I have been finding?
When will the light be here??
Will I be able to stand until the light to be here?
Is this going to destroy all the good memories?
I really have no idea about that
I know that there are always good and bad things happening in our life
But after the bad one, will the good one be here?
I know that I am always cheery and bubbly
That’s why my name is spell that way
But can I become a pessimist just once
Again why my heart ache when I think about that again
Is that going to end
I really hope so
And I really hope it is going to happen fast
Listening to: 2PM Gimme The Light
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