Heart

I found out that emotions is too hard to be control
it is going on a roller coaster
and
everything is in small little fragment and pieces
and is hard to be glued together again
mayb is my fault lah....
mayb is not
how should i know
i did wat i think is correct
and i din regret doing that
so i still feel sad
because i trusted so much on him
but he haiz.....
nvm.....
but i really feel haunted
by his words when i ever hear his voice
watever now

thx glady for accompany me the whole day
let my mind keep working on
so that i wont have time to think bout other stuff
thx leh.....
i dun noe lah
mayb i bother u or used up ur time too much ad
but anyway
thx very much

theng....
i really miss u like heaven and hell
lots and lots of things happen here
and i guess lots of it u will be able to understand
although the human inside the story
would be a stranger to u
i sometimes really hope that u r here
with me
fight this hard time together
lol
i sound so childish and kid-ish