Lifeless day

Totally
lifeless today.........
haiz......
thinking of something
and it is really something
really hope so that
he can be here with me
so its ok
everything will be fine
but he is too busy ad
he cant even have enough time for himself
where and how can he be by my side??
stop dreaming ad
stop
stop
STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!