Fun

I did have fun in the kick-boxing kind of class
I found that this is actually a nice way to channel out
all the anger that I kept inside
that I can no longer show

i found that when the trainer say "HARDER!"
my body is immediately react to that

when the trainer say "aim your target"
the face of HIM
came out
i think this shows that
i really need to punch him
i am really furious at him deep down

i keep punching his face
kicking his face
i really think he deserve all these
after what he did
with only his mouth and his action

take that
i say
for revenge purpose

i am more relax after that

now....
having so much pain
on my hand and back