Year End

Its almost the end of the year

the last day of all

it seems to be a trend to write a post for this last day of the year.

this year is a year that kind of consist of almost everything

I tested almost everything feeling in this year

The feeling of happiness :)

The feeling of sadness :(

The feeling of angriness :@

The feeling of nothing

The feeling of being .......

something that i can't just explain....

I do realise a lot of things

I learnt plenty of things

Although it can't say to be a very smooth and a nice one

but i throughly appreciate what i had gone through the whole year

it really let me grow and be more mature and be more prepare for next year.

This is a real great year to grow in.

I do meet great people.

I do meet bad people

but thanks to them

that make my life even more interesting and challenging.

Thats the prove for the saying : Life is definitely not a bed of roses.

Be grateful and 2011 will be a great year....

Tomorrow will always be better than today!!

Heard

Heard something interesting today that re-ignites the fire in me

"Although what had happened in life, we must continue to fight and be strong"

Yeah

we have to continue to fight on

although how hard the time be

everything will be over

so do not give up and just clench your fist and fight your way through

the hard time will be over

just hang on and hang on

and the better will only stay that for the people who hang on and do not give up

so I am not giving up

I am really not giving up

my dream

my passion

my goal

everything that I cares

*smile*

Book Review - 8

Eat Pray Love

Elizabeth Gilbert

Synopsis & Opinions :

It is a wonderful book about a woman's journey to recover or re-discover herself. This is her own real story. This woman that has a good marriage, a successful career and everything people will dream of having in the United States. But she was not satisfied, her real inner soul is becoming more and more empty. She decided to get a divorce, break off from her career and go on a journey to 3 countries - Italy, India and Indonesia.

In this 3 countries, she will slowly to regain her appetite, her own self and the confidence to be in love again.

I really do not regret to even put my land my hand on this book. This is so fascinating to go on a virtual journey with her and reading how she discover her own self, I somehow discover my own self as well. She has the courage to dump everything behind her and start on a new journey on her own and that is what I envied about. Maybe one day I shall do that as well....

On Mind

I was kind of regret that I went Chillax

and ter-listen to what he had to said

TOTAL DISTRACTION~~~~~~~~

OMG~~~~

I actually can't believe my ears

I was totally blurred that I stunned for a while

"It must be a joke, a total joke that he was making by himself" said my mind

I.....

I....

It was unbelievable

He won't tell who is HE

URGH~~

DISTRACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now

I hate him

true

a crush will be gone sooner or later

because it will only stay for a while

but I just wanna know

I do deserve to know right?

I guess so.....

*smile*

laugh

sometimes I look back at my older post

I can't even understand what i am trying to say

or I can't actually even recall what had happened??

Oh my~~~~

short -term memory lost

shuts

*smile*

看见

我真的看见自己真的在成长

好事

真的是件好事

看见现在的自己

看见现在的自己有了非一般的想法

让我觉得非常不可思议

人会改变

赞成！

变成一个

我自己也没有想到的一个人

太不可思议

应该是算好吧

开始不会计较

开始有不去理会

开始盲目自己

开始慢慢自己没有他们的活起来

开始把痛苦的感觉忘记

开始新的生活了

最近真的太多东西要去思考

加油吧

不要忘记

自己原来的那个目标

快点找回那时候的热诚

再迈进

到最后都不能说放弃

*smile*

Touched

I was getting more and more touchy

not the literally meaning but

it is just that simple that i think everyone goes through the same stage as I do.

we will be touched just by listening to some song

we will be touched by just watching particular parts of the drama

we will be touched just by seeing the scenery outside the window

simplicity just seems to get us touched

no wonder people always says do not be greedy

just get something enough will do

it is kind of true that we somehow have to know how to appreciate what we have now

life is complicated - this is true

life is simple - this is also true

there is no absolute answer anywhere

both statements or sayings about life is still correct

just by how you are seeing it

Therefore perspective plays a role

a major one though

*smile*

Lazy

I really have been lazy these few days

Haiz....

What to do~~~~

go go go !!!

*smile*

Haiz

It has been quite some time since my last update

it has been crazily busy for sometime

just craving for some rest

and yeah

going to have it soon

*smile*