Realise

I realised after I talked with one of my best friend I can get yesterday

that something is really missing from me

the determination of being there at my own ultimate goal is not strong enough

The motivation force pushing me behind is not strong enough as well

Although I have the motivation there to really strive for excellence but it still not there yet

I am actually curious about what is the force that pushes me before that gone down

The fire that is still there but not as hot and wild as like time

I know that when people grow older, mature

they saw different perspective or view at different life point.

I had mine. Truthfully saying it was utterly painful but useful

I agree with the phrase we found yesterday

"Everyone has to be stupid first in order to become smart later"

Whenever we flash back to the past, I will really think: oh my, how can i be that stupid?

That is perfectly fine for me

Yes, I do agree that I am stupid and not as smart as a lot of human out there.

I can try

I have the passion

I have the determination

I have the motivation

I have the urge

I have the knowledge

I have the skills

I have the experience

I have the idea

I have the goal

I have what I need

I should really make it perfect

I should master what I learn

Be myself

If it is not okay with the others

then let it be

It is my life that matters now

Think about myself 1st now

Do now see how people view me

but do only see how I view myself

The advise I get is

"Pamper yourself when you need it!"

Thanks for the long chat

Thanks for letting me know how are you

Thanks for leading me back to myself

Thanks for wipe tears off my face

Thanks for caring about me

Thanks for all the advise

I should never forget about it

Thanks for everything

I shall stand strong and up for myself

*smile*

感觉

最近常常有想恋爱的感觉

只因为身边的每一位都非常的甜蜜与幸福

开始羡慕了

哈哈

傻傻的我

真的好苯噢

哈哈

只能以微笑来说服自己

不要胡思乱想

是你的就会是你的

不是你的再怎么样都不会是你的

是你的终究会出现

不要想那么多

现在工作比较重要吧

把自己缺的那一块补回了在想其他的东西吧

加油噢.......

*smile*

I know

I know the blog is superb dead due to the owner is just to busy with her working life and really have no time to update this dying land....

What to do
I am not rich as most of them so that's why I am so hard to earn my own money.

Thanks to him
I am here, learning new things
enjoying new environment, new treatment
experiencing working life, meeting new friends

Everything seems to be great at the moment
although doing jobs that I do not plan to do but I do really learn a lot

The process is always the most important.
sometimes the end result is also important but
what makes you learn
what makes you grow
what makes you become mature
what brings you up
what you get

those are kind of important as well


Cheers
I will continue and not to let go so easily

*smile*