Anxious

I am so gan jiong
about tmr
i really so anxious
i hope it will be ok
i really hope so
so that
its ok forever
moral support is what i need
to be more mutated tmr
i guess
what i have learn more about it
that v did not learn in bio
from either
mr leong
or even
mr fong

totally scared...

What Happened?

I really do not know what had juz happened to me???

I really cant identify why tears cant juz stop

It juz start flowing and continues

The heat that slides across my face

Burns my heart

At LAst It DRops

AT LAst
TEars drops

At last
the feeling came back

At LAst
i totally feel like i am a stupid

At LAst
I totally think i did it wrong

At LAst
i hate myself for doing this

AT Last
the pain came back

At last
i lost my hope

At LAst
i really made myself face with the reality

At LAst
i knew that i am still me

At LAst
tears cant stop

At Last
...........

Today

At last i can spend my time with Theng
nicely today

almost all the time
we have been talking

and i no need to say much loh
theng's blog almost written everything ad lah
juz go and view lah

thx ya Theng......

These Days...

These days...
i have been thinking a lot
as i don't know
what the hell
am i thinking

I am such stupid to do it again
and to shut my mouth towards them
i guess they will forgive me de
i really hope so
but maybe
they will think
it is only a small matter
but for me
it is not suppose the action to treat
your own beloved

i am really glad to have u
and i am really glad to have u all
but
i juz don't wan u all to
worry and
miss out the fun that day
so
that's why i did it
and until now
i did not say it
still bcz of the same reason

mayb
1 day u all will find out
but at least
for the time now
u all
are better not to know

i guess......

NEW YEAR

I know that tis post
should be named as
"Happy Belated New Year"
but i think it should be ok de lah

A new year
named as 2009
as everyone hope
that this 2009 will be a better year than 2008
Me too
i really hope that eveyone's wishes will come true

Although i did not have the chance
to count down with all my friends
and wish them happy new year face to face when
Mr. Time reach 12.00 a.m
but i still receive their message
and i really feel happy about it.

Thx ya all
and sorry.....

Almost The End

It is almost end of the year
and this year will be ending sooner than I haven ever imagined
I never realise that
time really flies
and
a lot of things
did happen in this year
that really make me feel that it is part of my life
and it will be the best memoirs of all


A lot of things that i never thought that
it will be here so soon
that i don't think i had prepared to take it
Friendship that always be with all of us
Friends that are always by our side
I even see them everyday
and i never realise that
5 years is a short time
The happiness
the bitterness
together
we felt
we went through it
i never thought it will be ending
i doesn't mean
really ending
but
it becomes like
u will starting to miss them
very often
and maybe some of them
will get u off their mind
very easily

I hope that
i will remember all of my friend
and
will never forget them
as they really be part of my life
and
they have been through with me
some hard times.

Sorry
i am just getting too emotional
these days