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觉得还蛮不可思议的

一直以来不断努力的朋友在怀疑自己

是有些震撼

也有些意外

可是努力那么久是不是更应该坚持下去

因为现在放弃那么以往的努力与心血不就白费了吗？

我也有时候处于矛盾的状态

不明白努力是为了什么

可是

只要想到

未来

我想要改变家里的经济状况

我想要让曾经看不起我们家的人后悔

我想要让我的父母可以享清福

这一些的我想要

让我没有办法不比之前更加努力

只因为我知道

现在所作的一切将会影响未来

我完完全全不会允许任何一丝可能破坏我未来的事情发生

所以我一直不断又不断的努力

不敢让自己松懈下来

因为

我没有信心保证松懈下来后又有没有哪股那么大的劲再次向前

加油吧！

朋友啊！

Girls' Generation 소녀시대_THE BOYS_Music Video (KOR ver.)

At last....

This is out

AWESOME!!

no more words can actually represent my feelings.

Although there is the Korean version and the English version

but I do like both as both the language really gives out different feel

Do enjoy watching this

<3

*smile*

SNSD (소녀시대) - The Boys [MV Teaser 30s KOR Ver.]

I can't wait for this..

It is totally a wow...

I really like both the version though

complicated

these few days, the feeling is real complicated but i did manage to let go of it during different times and at different occasion. I really do enjoy being there just doing what I like and get the lifestyle healthy and everyone seems to be unexpectedly nice. Smiling all the way and chit chatting seems to be none stop as most of them really did not see me for such a long long time. The feeling was exceptionally great there. I will never forget but it was really different in the 2 other places. Weird things. It might maybe be that a lot of things did happened there and thats why.. The remainder of the bad feeling is still there as there is something that can refresh the memories of mine.

Anyways...

Life still has to go on

good luck then

*smile*

what

i can't believe it. I am really lazy to do stuff these days. OMG~ i hope i do something soon!!

I really do not know what title to be written down here. Heard the most shocking news of the week and a bad one. I lost a friend, a very good one indeed. He is a nice guy towards everyone in the class. We have plenty of memories studying together in the same class, discussing difficult questions and enjoy laughter together. He was sitting in front of me last Friday and he is gone from now on.

Dear my friend, may you rest in peace. We will definitely miss you here and pray hard for you. Although you are physically not with us but I do trust that you are always in our heart and be happy when we are happy and go through hard times with all of us. It is bad to not have you here around us but wherever you are, you will be better than now.

Worried

I can't really stop myself from worrying. In such condition, can I survived throughout the whole journey. Sometimes things do happened when you do not wanted it to happened. That is how life has always been behaving but i do really hope that things will certainly goes well today and as well as tomorrow so that I will feel safe as wherever I will be.

Cheers

Today is really going to be a great day =)

*smile*

totally

Surely this is not exactly such a great week so it is considerably fine for me. Spending the last day of the week wisely i guess away from everything troublesome at the moment and let the heart, mind and soul rest for 2 days and start to work even harder again. Take care my friend.

will see ya a lot more later

=)

*smile*

Believe

I am old enough to actually believe what I believed. Although you are my parents but I am 20 years old and not a baby girl anymore that need you to actually decide for me what is good for me and what is not. I do know that you are more experienced than me in life but I am responsible for my own life. In this particular moment i do choose what is right for me and what is suitable for me. If my decision at this point of time is wrong, will be verified by time and not you will be actually feeling the guiltiness. I am. I will be the one responsible for my choice and my own decision because this is my own life.

What you believed now is your own decision and your own perception but the whole main point is that THATS NOT MINE!

I WANNA REALLY BELIEVE FOR ONCE WHAT I BELIEVE!

let me be

faster

I wonder why my heart beats a little faster today. Is there anything great that is going to happen? I truly hope so. What a real fresh morning that I am having now and gonna get even much more energetic later. Let my body relax to really prepared for the time in the day..

I do think that now

My heart is singing

*smile*

Shock

I am quite shocked when I heard that kind of news!

I am gifted? I do not pay effort in my work because I am gifted?

OMG! if I am really gifted then I will not really be here, I would be in Oxford or even Cambridge. Something like this is really out of the ordinary. I do know what I am doing and be my ownself.

*smile*

feeling warm

Today is the day that I feel best so far throughout the 1st 5 weeks

I do realise that this semester is rather tough than the others than I had endure but I am glad that the lecturers do what they can to let us understand what we are supposed to.

The kind of feeling is totally different. Although its so hard trying to cope but I do feel so warm that not only me that is working hard but the lecturers as well

=)

Write

It really feels weird to want to write something here and here I am writing pointlessly about everything and anything. Today is a day where everything seems to be good. Nothing really bad that did happened. All 3 of us laughed and talked together during and lunch. We seems to be out of our mind more often lately due the anonymous amount of stress that the subject that were pressing on us but I really do enjoy this semester with both of them by my side and we shall do everything together =)

No worries

Work hard and tomorrow is a long day ahead as well

*smile*

Something

Haha...

it has really been some time since I write my post with English

I am so surprised myself though

since a few incidents that happened throughout these few weeks, I do realise that health is actually important in my life. Not to say that I do think it is not important at all but I just do not prioritised it on my list. but now I do. I really do.

Seems to be out of control of some of the things but I do think it is really getting lot more better... When you really pay the effort to do something and the results are coming out, the feeling out it..some sort of accomplishment..well not to say a huge one but there is some sort of achievement to that.

Well done, girl!

Keep the good job up =)

Keep the faith and believe in the things that make your heart sings

Go Go Go !!!

Welcome to the 2nd year of degree =)

*smile*