Almost The End

It is almost end of the year
and this year will be ending sooner than I haven ever imagined
I never realise that
time really flies
and
a lot of things
did happen in this year
that really make me feel that it is part of my life
and it will be the best memoirs of all


A lot of things that i never thought that
it will be here so soon
that i don't think i had prepared to take it
Friendship that always be with all of us
Friends that are always by our side
I even see them everyday
and i never realise that
5 years is a short time
The happiness
the bitterness
together
we felt
we went through it
i never thought it will be ending
i doesn't mean
really ending
but
it becomes like
u will starting to miss them
very often
and maybe some of them
will get u off their mind
very easily

I hope that
i will remember all of my friend
and
will never forget them
as they really be part of my life
and
they have been through with me
some hard times.

Sorry
i am just getting too emotional
these days

23/12/2008

I really thought i will never see him again unless i go and find duck

although this morning i just said that i will never have chance to see him again

and there i go

i never pick up the lesson

i saw him

at 1st

i was just there waiting for my mum

just to pick me up after work

i was so boring and just started to dream

suddenly i saw across the road

there is 2 people in the car that looks familiar

i really thought maybe i am just too tired and

it was the wrong person

then i stare at them

her girlfriend stare lah

i think

i dun know she still remember me or not

but i just act like i am just looking at the billboards.

then i take out my courage to walk in front just a little bit to check the number plate

and there i go again

i was right

then

i started to act stupid

to turn my face towards other side

just when he turned his head towards me

i just keep staring at the cars coming and act like i did not even noticed him

i can know he is still staring at me

hoping that i will turned and say hello or anything

but i really do not want to see him

before the right time

21/12/2008

His smell, his eyes, his everything is so temptating...

I cant control my both eyes to stop staring....

The smell, the cologne,

i did not hate it

the smell

1st time

i got it

thx to the wind

thx to the friction

20/12/2008

I was totally in surprised to see Duck there
so surprised till i did not even say hi
i almost laugh at my own response
when i think about it later

Me : Hei, where is my paper??
Duck : I did brought it to kasturi a few times leh u also not there de??
Me : Aiyo, i got seminar lah....
Duck :Ohhh, like that ah....
Duck : How's SPM? I heard that bio is hard man
Me : Ya meh? (actually i dun quite remember)
Me : I think ok lah, still can answer lah
Duck : Aiyo u no need to worry loh. U the best student what
Me :?? What ah?? What best student??
Duck : Erm, we gossip u all loh in the staff room
Me : Gossip? Who wor?
Duck : me loh, MR Fong loh, Miss Christina loh
Me : WHAT??
Duck : Ya lah. We always say ne these are very hardworking ad sure can get A de....
Me : ??


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HE
is someone i saw
it is just difficult to explain in out with just plain words
those eyes
it brought me incredible feeling
i have never have the feeling before
it is like a black hole that can attract me into it......
Maybe this is quite out of the box....

Twilight

Although i know that this is the 1st post after the
don't know when
but i still have to say it out loud

that

I AM SO DISAPPOINTED WITH THIS MOVIE

IT REALLY MAKE MY HEART ACHE

I really like this story very much but
the movie is totally a failure for me
i am not a critic or what
i know that someone out there in this whole wide world
love this movie like hell
but this is just my opinion and my side of thinking
pls do not be offended about what i really commented on this movie
i just want to let it get out of my mind
thats it

What i know is
the plot has been edited quite a lot
no
is a lot
and
the actor and actress
just cant bring the mood of the real character out
so
i think it is because i really
anxious for this movie
so
its kind of strict towards anything about it.

so pls forgive me